Friday, April 30, 2010
Entry 7
I had a dream. I didn't even know I was asleep when it happened. My mom was lying on her back on the bed and she started to cough, so I helped her sit up a little, roll over on her side and get a drink of water. It was so real - I could feel the texture of her hair and the weight of her body. And that was it. Suddenly I was awake. It took a few seconds to realize it had been a dream...and a few more seconds to remember that she's gone. All that remained was deep, profound sadness.
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Oh Lara I am so sorry about the sadness you are feeling. Although it is very normal to be feeling such sadness, it can be quite depressing to actually experience it. I wish I could be there with you to give you a hug and tell you that I love you and am here for you if you need anything. I hope you have sweet dreams the next time you sleep...and remember your mom is in a better place :0).
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